26th of February 2012,cool morning.just came back after the fail ton~ took a cab home and the fare was like $19.54~ freaking expensive~ but thanks to kiat~ he pay for my cab fare~grateful to him~ anyway,today went out with Alvin,Jia,Nelsis,Wynn,Julia,Megan and Lucas~at first,we intend to go Kbox at marina square.but due to the shortage of money.we end up going play nation(pn)at scape~as it was the first time going pn,I was somehow excited and curious about it.it was really fun at pn:) after that,Lucas and me brought fries at cineleisure:) he brought macho cheese flavour while I buy the curry flavour:) quite nice actually:) we discuss to go USS next week~ after that,we went on our separate way where Alvin,Jia and me heading down to headshot to find kiat:) as my phone was going flat,I suggested to play LAN so I could charge my phone:) we played for a while and than went off to ton.however,just the three of us couldn't get us anywhere.we started asking people out to ton.nelsis couldn't make it.wynn was tired.so just three of us talking crap:) manage to stay there for about 2 to 3 hours before we got tired and bored.so we went home~

24th February 2012,cool night.today I'm so tired.was even asleep during English lesson where I have a test.half awake half asleep.don't even know what am I writing until I woke up and found myself writing crap.most probably going to fail that test.after school went to r8 awhile and them went to Alvin house first before going to hougang mall to fetch Wynn with Nelsis.wynn finally pass me the Xiao Lao ban stuff toy:) so happy~ hahaha may be tomorrow will have the Kbox outing.looking forward to it:) still missing her a lot.wonder how is she doing...she still couldn't cure the sleeping disorder~ do worried for her:( doubt she even know I'm praying for her health...hopefully she can cure it...heartbroken but no one knows...beginning to dislike girls...I find them different...don't know why but I really given up on relationship...hurt enough,should just be single for life.at least I still have freedom and less heartbroken.

22nd of february 2012,cool night.it's been long since I last blog.today was quite an interesting day.finally got my jailbreak done:)well,it's been long since I saw her.i really miss her.few months back,I was still thinking whether should I give her up.i made the choice to give her up.at first,everything was going well.however,soon after that,I failed.i started texting her again.i felt like I was such a failure.recently,I saw her friend tag her on a post,saying that she can't make it to the outing.it was on tuesday,which is yesterday.i was so heartbroken once again as she told me she will be coming to school to see my junior.once again,she lied to me and I stupidly believe her.i felt like a moron.i decided to stop texting he after that day.up till now,I still didn't text her.hopefully I will succeed in stop texting her...