22nd of february 2012,cool night.it's been long since I last blog.today was quite an interesting day.finally got my jailbreak done:)well,it's been long since I saw her.i really miss her.few months back,I was still thinking whether should I give her up.i made the choice to give her up.at first,everything was going well.however,soon after that,I failed.i started texting her again.i felt like I was such a failure.recently,I saw her friend tag her on a post,saying that she can't make it to the outing.it was on tuesday,which is yesterday.i was so heartbroken once again as she told me she will be coming to school to see my junior.once again,she lied to me and I stupidly believe her.i felt like a moron.i decided to stop texting he after that day.up till now,I still didn't text her.hopefully I will succeed in stop texting her...